You know how you can be aware that you're dreaming?

Don't you hate when you're stuck in a nightmare and you're about to be eaten/killed/blended/blownup/tickled-to-death by a giant chihuahua and you're trying to will yourself awake but you can't quite do it?

I've been in the same nightmare for 3 months about!  I can't bring myself to draw anymore and I can't seem to form what I need to whenever I do get a pencil to paper.  I want to wake up!  Let the artist's block END!  Where is my inspiration?

Ahhh.  That felt good to get off my chest.  But honestly, though I sound melodramatic, I am speaking from my heart.  I hate not drawing/not being able to draw.  I've been "an artist" since I was five and now...  Now I'm slowly losing my drive to create.

.....Wake up!!!!!!